What Are You Waiting For?

Sitting here in the quiet of the house, before everyone else has risen, feeling really grateful and blessed.

I’m finally following my dreams, regardless whether they net a pot of gold. See I got caught up in the day to day to day to day grind. You know the Work Sleep hamster wheel. Feeling like you’re always going, but really getting anywhere.

And I’m not a total nut, I know we all have to pay bills, rent, mortgage, food, etc… No one wants to be a starving artist. But it hit me one day when I was sitting on the couch watching tv, thinking how many hours have I given to other people’s stories? Hours that could have been mine? What if I had been using those hours for me?

So I had to ask myself, are you seriously wanting to share not only Amuse but other ideas that have been swimming around in my head? If yes, then when? I’m not getting any younger. Not to mention, life is unexpected, what if I put it off then for some tragic reason I’m unable to.

That’s the rub, isn’t it? We aren’t taught to focus on OUR goals, on OUR dreams, we’re taught how to live in the machine. We’re taught that the grind is just life, and that only SPECIAL people get to be extraordinary. Well I want to be special and extraordinary. I’ve wanted it since I was 4 years old.

Here’s what I decided. If the end game is death, then why are we allowing ourselves to be so miserable? F@*k the machine! This is my life and this is your life. We are all spirits who came down to Earth to have human experiences.

I don’t think that included stressing about your job that you are only doing to pay your bills and maybe just maybe you get to go somewhere for vacation. Is that why you came here? I bet it’s not!

Those special people, the difference between them and us is they made their dreams their career. Michael Jordan didn’t become an accountant because the idea of basketball was silly.

In case you needed to hear it, YOU ARE SPECIAL! Stop waiting for some unknown time in the future to finally follow your bliss. It doesn’t have to be earth shattering, you don’t have to be famous, just happy.

There is a reason Joy is so high up on the emotional vibration scale.

Do me a favor, I want you to write down what you really want in life on a piece of paper. Then on another piece of paper I want you to write all the excuses why you haven’t yet. Then I want you to take that second piece of paper and throw it away!

Seriously, I used to tell myself I didn’t have enough time with my one job and chores and errands. Then I learned about a woman in her 80’s, working 3 jobs, and still found time to write and publish her novel.

Another thing I’ve learned is those blocks that keep us from even trying or trying and then giving up, those are inside us, WE are the ones perpetuating these beliefs and only WE can remove them oursleves.

So find what works for you; whether it’s meditation, breath work, ho’oponopono, mirror work, EFT, etc… but start doing something about it!

Tell me, what is your dream(s)?

Until next time – Love and Blessings

Karma Marie

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