whole lotto love

I have been deep into writing my screenplay, ‘Take Care’ but doing that thing where I am very involved in the project at hand while tinier fractions of my brain are saying, “We need to finalize Amuse II!” and “When is the last time you posted on the blog?”

Yeah, they’re assholes.

I need time management and outlines, not money men for the mob.

So, I’ve been dedicated in my endeavor while also keeping my eyes and ears open. This morning I saw a post about the Law of Attraction and winning the lottery.

The question posed was this, “If the Law of Attraction is so powerful, then why aren’t the people teaching it, big winners themselves?”

I scrolled through the comments that ranged from “Maybe their core belief wasn’t that of a winner…” or “Too much doubt…” or even “They created resistance by ‘trying too hard’.”

Deep sigh. Hey, I am as delulu as they come. I daydream all the time, you know this, you’ve read about it. And yes, I’ve manifested from these mind movies.

Interviews with David Draiman and Dan Donegan from Disturbed. All it took was watching a bad interview with David where the ‘interviewer’ (using the loosest quotes ever!) asked him about leather pants and sweaty balls.

That propelled me into a constant state of imagining my dream interview and how impressed he would be with all my intelligent questions and no nervousness whatsoever….yeah.

“Calm down my dear,” David Draiman cooed. I survived and dare I say it was a pretty damn good interview.

Let’s see, I’ve also manifested a free limo ride to the BART Station in San Francisco, an almost replica of a house that I had on my vision board (I didn’t win it, but manifested owning it.) and so many other really cool experiences.

But not the lotto, at least not in the big win kind of way.

My biggest win was $6200 at a California casino. Around that time it was nothing for me to win $800 or $1000 most trips…but it wasn’t a job, it was fun.

Why don’t these law of attraction gurus live off their constant winnings if they are so darn talented?

Ready for it?

Here it goes!

I have 2 words for you. Bruce Almighty

Yes, my response to why manifesting coaches and their students aren’t living off the lotto is the 2003 Jim Carrey, Morgan Freeman and Jennifer Aniston led movie.

Do you remember what happens when Bruce (Jim Carey) gets to play God for a day? SPOILER ALERT he screws things up big time. Like…

Granting every single lottery player’s prayer to win the big draw! Yes. Every. Single. Player.

They converge on the studio, where the drawing is held, demanding their big win. “I got all the numbers, so why am I getting $1.50?!”

So, while people want to debate the level of confidence of the player, the manifesting technique itself or a million other aspects, I don’t hear them talk about the competition.

Sure, they will talk about the odds but they don’t put any power behind them.

What happens when two wands with the same Phoenix feather attack each other? A stand off.

If I am confident I am going to win the next lottery then I must be not only more confident than my normal self but I must be more confident than you…times possibly, 1 million.

Here in Tennessee, there are 61 draws per week. Only 61 and some of the drawings, like Mega Millions and Powerball, are multi-state. Many of these players are also students of law of attraction.

And I’m also going to throw a big monkey wrench in there called ‘Sympathy’. I am a caring person so I wouldn’t want to win something if it’s going to take away from someone who ‘really needs it’.

The reason most manifesting teachers don’t promote the lottery, is this: It’s a lot of competition for a limited outcome.

These teachers and their students are usually making their money or receiving their prosperity from experiences they love, like helping others.

While a lottery win sounds exciting, it’s typically not a loving endeavor. I guess maybe if you were buying tickets for the church orphanage…hey that might make a good book or movie.

Speaking of, a woman in the hot seat at an Abraham Hicks event, talked about an experience where she wanted to manifest $25,000. She didn’t know how it was coming but she got excited about it. Out of the blue her friend invited her to lunch and announced, “I won the lottery!”. The woman asked her, “May I have $25,000.” and her friend said ‘Yes’.

Now that sounds fun to me!

Let me know, what are your feelings about manifesting the lottery, the law of attraction, the OTHER laws, or whatever is on your mind.

Until next time, Love and Blessings!

Looking For Mr. Wright

So last we left, I was running from the office of Neil Gaiman. Oops! Perhaps next time I should use more than Google for research but there are no telephone books anymore. What am I, the C.I.A.? M.I.6? FOX?

I gotta tell you, I felt pretty defeated, in that I – didn’t – succeed – at – my – mission kind of way. But life is short! Or maybe, it’s long!

I think we can all agree that life is something, right?

Anyways, in my obsess- purely normal interest in this accomplished filmmaker, Edgar Wright, I have been reading interviews and reviews and watching movies and even short films. There is a lot you can learn from this talented and tantalizing -(that’s a director word) – auteur.

I’m especially keen to try out some of his quick cuts and sound effects. I don’t have a fancy camera yet but I will try with my phone. I already have an eager and willing talent to star. Bella Marie!

Anyways, Edgar wrote, directed, filmed and edited the short film Dead Right. A parody of Dirty Harry movies that was filmed from 1992, mostly shot on weekends, and released in 1993.

It’s great fun, I loved it! You can see a lot of his signature style of long shots, cut aways, zooms and of course his trademark editing and humor. It was shot for approximately 275£ or $365.23 American cash. Which is pretty impressive, especially for an 18 yr. old and his friends. I can tell you I wasn’t so ambitious when I was 18. What? What do you mean, you’re not surprised?

It also contained– MORE SIGNS! That’s right, the Universe, she threw me for a loop – yet another film term. 😉 Don’t I sound like I know what I’m talking about? No? Don’t worry I will, just stop paying such close attention.

SPOILERS AHEAD

There is a scene where he uses a viewing of Grease 2 as sadistic torture device! Hell to the Yeah!

Now, I’m not sure if I shared the story of my (totally imaginary) beef with Brett Goldstein, Roy from Ted Lasso but also from the macabre named yet inspiring podcast – Films to Be Buried With. https://www.filmstobeburiedwith.com/

Brett brings on various guests from the film and tv world to discuss the first movie they ever saw, the movie that made them laugh, makes them cry and so on. One such guest was the beautiful and talented, Yvette Nicole Brown and the category was favorite critically hated movie…

The two of them bonded over…GREASE (motherf’n) 2!

They thought it was amazing- in fact they wouldn’t shut up about it. So much so that I experienced a temporary lack of judgement and I…

I watched it.

I know, it was a moment of weakness. I like to believe I’m an incredibly open minded and cultured patron (I have an extremely vivid imagination!) truth be told, I so badly wanted to fit in with the popular kids, so I said to myself, “You know Karma, maybe you didn’t like it the first time you watched it back in 1980 whenever was because you were just a kid and you didn’t get it.”

Maybe I needed 30 years and this charming duo to open my eyes to the wonder, enchantment and sheer delight that is Grease 2.

NOPE! No, I tried and couldn’t get past the first musical number. Sorry kiddos, I stand resolute in my dislike of the sequel to the Olivia Newton John masterpiece.

So seeing it in the movie used in the most perfect way was a definitive sign!

Now for the second sign, there’s a scene in Dead Right where the lead character, Detective Stern, picks up a stuffed elephant! Wait, I didn’t tell you why the elephant is important.

(Not actual photo of stuffed elephant sign)

Okay, so I was watching a motivational video by Mary Kate on YouTube, she’s incredible, you can check it out here. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ExHeiVtXEls&lc=UgyAJqwgIs7stnWesKl4AaABAg

The point of the exercise was to choose an item and when you see it, that is your sign that you are in alignment with G.U.S. – God, Universe, Source. The options were a bear, butterflies, pineapple, blue bird aaaannnnnnddd wait for it……………………………………………………ELEPHANT!

That’s two signs that Edgar and I are meant to be…….

Co creators of an awesome film! Not that I would be adverse to-

Tim: “So what’s the deal with you and Karma?”

Edgar: (shifting uncomfortably) “You know about the deal?”

Tune in next time for more signs, that may or may not lead me towards my goal of director friendships and all about my (totally imaginary) beef with Brett Goldstein over the exclusion of Muppet Treasure Island from any Muppet lists. Why is it always about Muppet Christmas Carol with you mate? Treasure Island is a gem! It stars Tim Curry for crikes sake!

Until next time – cheers!
Karma Marie

Wait! Before you go, leave me a comment about whatever you like but extra points if you have a special sign that you call lucky 😉